Birthday!!!

Happy birthday to me yay so today I went to school and did the norm then came home and my boyfriend showed up here like 5 minutes after I got to my house which was nice we went over to Johnson City so I could get an estimation on how much the tattoo I want would cost. Lets say its a pretty big shiny penny around 250 dollars. I guess I better start saving. Im excited to get it but I wish I could get it now. Anyways we came back to my house and just hung out. My birthday pretty much sucked I did nothing for it and what I thought I was getting from my dad I didnt get instead I got some clothes I dont want clothes...but whatever. I miss my bestfriend Amanda I really wish she was here because she is the only one I can really tell anything to and she doesn't judge me. I would tell my boyfriend things but I am always afraid that he is just gonna judge me on everything and I don't need that critizism I need support ya know. Anyways I got 20 dollars from my one grandma and Im using that money toward my tattoo and I get paid tomorrow so some of that money is going toward a tattoo if the paycheck is big enough, haha. I just realized in 2 more years I will be able to drink without breaking the law haha. That is fricken awesome. I also realized just now that my bedroom is the biggest mess in the world. There are clothes every where and Make up and stuff....Tornado Brittany hit like 39573875945687465 times this week. I should clean it sometime? haha

Cussing?

So I saw the previews for Dr. Phil this morning and I decide oh this looks interesting you know girls who get kicked off southwest airlines and about some kid who wanted a cuss free week? So what did I do I recorded it. When I got home from school today I watch Dr. Phil and pretty much wanted to punch these girls in their face because they seriously just want a attention from the media and thats it not anything else. That 15 minutes of fame is so exciting you know. Well anyways on it also included this boy who is a freshman in high school and he decided to make a cuss free club... What kind of crap is that? He wants everyone to be cuss free. I am sorry but I cuss a lot when I talk if you have ever been in a conversation with me you have probably heard me say fuck at least I dont know a lot and other various words. It's cool that this kid wants people to change their way of going about saying things. We tend to say these words when we get pissed off and stuff but you know its freedom of speech and as long as your not cause a disruption I don't see the harm in it. So he goes on to say that people who cuss are made out to be very unintelligent and that they have a small vocabulary. That is very steriotypical because I would say that my vocabulary along with many other people is very good and a lot of us are very intelligent. I understand where the kid is coming from when he says its rude because it can be, but if you only do it around your friends and people that don't mind then I think it is just fine and dandy. I wouldn't start dropping the F bomb in front of important people such as business men and women. For example when we go to the power lunch in may no one wants to here you say "Fuck this, that and the other thing." I don't know about you but if you were to go to an interview and talk like that you wouldn't get hired. There is a time and place for cussing, this does not include a professional setting or in front of guests. We do have every right to say what we please but trying to get people not to cuss is some what hard when its pretty much apart of everyone.

Death...

Funerals are probably the most sad yet great things all at the same time. My friends grandfather died and his funeral was today and well it was great cause everyone was sad but you know happy at the same time because this man lived life to the fullest and made each day count. Its just sad that someone so nice and so kind hearted had to die. Its always the good that die you know never the assholes. Why do such nice people get their lives taken? I really wish I knew the answer, but I probably never will. People can make up theories to why it is the way it is but those are just theories they arn't really true. ( Krieg's if you read this, its because I wasn't in school today I had that funeral.) Anyways I did not want to go to the burial I think it would have been to much. My friend Tyler who is in Mrs. Kriegers 11th grade english class his grandfather was a veteran of the Marines I believe. He was such a great guy I met him several times and he was just so kind to everyone. I would really hate to lose any of my grandparents and thats hard for Tyler since he and his grandfather were neighbors and did stuff together. Just thinking about this makes me want to cry. So with that said I am going to end this at that.

Okay I don't care who you think you are and you can say what you want. If by saying that bowling is not a sport you are so wrong. You go out there and bowl 3 games every single day and have a consistant score. You hold a 200 average, I would love to see you try. We work just as hard as any other school team and we put in a lot of time and some of us bowl outside of school bowling so instead of bowling 4 to 5 days a week we bowl 6 to 7 no breaks unless you know a snowday or something. Oh and lets see who has the most stac titles, section titles and state titles yeah the bowlers. Competition is fierce and we are good. Come out and bowl me sometime I'll show you whats good and if you think you can bet on that well bring your cash cause I will be glad to kick your ass.


One last thing for your fun and amusement:

10 reasons to date a bowler
1. We work with multiple balls
2. we know how to hit it hard
3. We always come in at the right angle
4. We know how to pick it up
5. We take a fast approach
6. We know how to bend and stay balanced
7. We like it oily...
8. ....and if its not oily we know how to work it dry
9. We have incredible aim
10. We are great at scoring

I am so sick of highschool.

Its amazing how fast this year is going by and how I can't fucking wait to get the hell out of here...Not that Im leaving town or anything cause Im only going to Front Street University aka BCC, but still the perks of being in college 1. you may not have classes everyday 2. If you do have classes everyday they are not the same ones. 3. you have 1 class for example marketing 2 times a week which there is usually a day in between so you get some time to do that work if you have any. 4. You dont have to deal with stupid ass under classmen anymore. 5. Drama free or at least I hope it will be cause highschool is filled with drama. I would seriously like to congradulate all the drama starters for being the most fucked up morons to ever grace this planet. Then again I wouldn't call it grace because they fucking suck.( I really should watch my language) But when you have stupid people starting stupid shit of this that and the other thing like. "Oh my god she is talking to my ex that means they are gonna date." No you are just paranoid so drop the shit and don't start anything. I really just wish I could beat the shit out of people that start drama and get away with it. --I just realized I spent most of this blog complaining about drama. wow.
Im done.

Today was a fun day. I had travel league this morning and I bowled a 289. Sweet 10 strikes in a row and I blow a 300 because a stupid ten pin. That pretty much pissed me off. But hey it was a good game but I really wanted that 300. Then I had my bowling banquet for the school team and that was a lot of fun...Way to many laughs, I am really gonna miss the team this year I truly can't believe that my senior year is pretty much over its amazing. So I went and watched my boyfriend bowl because that's what I do on Sunday's. For once in my life he bowled worse than I did which I felt I had to rub in because that never happens and he does it to me. I am kinda tired, but I don't want to go to sleep I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Oh well.

So I worked tonight 4-8. I pretty much hate Price Chopper with the greatest passion. I hate a good majority of the people I work with. I hate the managers and the supervisors. All in all I need to find a new job very soon so I can get out of the hell hole I am in. So I had saturday morning junior league this morning I would have to say I bowled pretty good 637 to be exact. If you dont know what that means it means that I bowled 3 games and that is the total of my 3 games. Those 3 games were 183, 253, and 201...Not bad but could be better. So basically I have nothing to do and I'm writing this and no one will probably read this but I dont care.

I really wanted to see my boyfriend tonight, but I can't he has to work at 8 tomorrow morning so he can't really stay out late. His parents kinda piss me off. Dont get me wrong they are great people and very nice but they treat him like he is a little baby. His mom calls him at least 3 times a day sometimes more and she keeps him on the phone forever and talks about nothing. He is 18 years old he is practically an adult so they should let him do what he wants. They constantly yell at him about the decisions he makes. He wants a system in his car and his parents are telling him no. I do recall that he is paying for the car himself so they pretty much have no say in the matter, but he still listens to them. He should really rebel. I guess thats what happens when your an only child you get babied your whole life and then your parents just can't let go. I just really wish his parents would give him space he doesn't need them up his ass and they need to let him do things on his own and make his own mistakes without them telling him whats right and whats wrong. I dont know I am just ranting about this but his parents just piss me off!




P.S. I would really love to give bars of soap to nasty people who don't shower. aka most of the customers that come in Price Chopper. I don't think they know what a shower is.

Last night I was watching Moment of Truth and I really got to thinking that my dad should go on that show. He really should for reason's I dont want to share. Lets just say divorce is whats going on right now both my rents are getting a divorce and finding this out was the shocker of my life. I never thought in a million years that my parents would be getting a divorce I thought that they were the perfect couple. I guess I was wrong. So anyways I dont really like my dad much anymore he is the reason all of this divorce stuff started and if he hadnt done what he did then maybe things would be like they used to be. I truly believe that my dad likes my brother more than me and would much rather do things with my brother than me. I know I am a girl and I like to do girl things but I also like to do things that guys do and he could always ask me to do stuff but he doesn't cause he assumes that I won't want to do whatever it is he and my brother are doing. I don'g really have any respect for him and right now my mom can't just move out of our house because she recently just got a new job and doesnt have the money to move out yet. As soon as she does get that money we are getting the hell out of here because living with my dad is the worst thing in the world. It really feels good to get this stuff of my chest.

Anyways....

My birthday isn't for another like 2 weeks or so but tonight my boyfriend took me to the mall and bought me the sneakers I wanted I was so excited...I can't wait to wear them. With what I dont know know I gotta figure that out. I really can't wait to find out what other things Im getting for my birthday I hope I get a laptop or something that would be extremely awesome!

Want to know whats funny? The fact that now that this blog assignment is over I am actually writing in it now. I am such a loser =p. Anyways I think I am gonna quit my job at the good old Price Chopper. Technically it's not good but whatever. That place is hell it really is. I hate everyone that is higher up than me aka managers and supervisors they are all no good stuck up jerks who think they are hot shit when in fact they are total airheads. I just cant quit though I gotta get a new job first so I should get looking I guess....Does anyone know any place that is hiring, if so could you tell me that would awesome!!

I have ZERO time ugh.

I really have no time for anything. With that said to do all these blogs tonight would be a drastic thing and I would not be able to do it. I am too tired and frankly kinda lazy. I don't know maybe I will write some more in the future when I find the time to get on this PC and make things up in my head to write.

YAY ITS FINALLY MARCH WHICH MEANS....

So yeah you know what this means. My birthday is coming up and well I'm pretty excited for one Im gonna be 19 Im old as hell haha. just kidding but no I really am all my friends are youngin's. School is almost over 4 month or so left its flying and I am so loving it. I want this year to be over so bad I just can't stand school anymore I think the more I am there the more I just want to leave. But anyways I had State Championships for bowling 29th-1st and I must say I bowled like total shit! Our team placed fourth out of the state but we could have done a million times better. Oh well...I can't complain we have had a great year and I love my girls on the team.

States was really a blast the bus ride down to White Plains New York was a never ending drive and I spent more time listening to my music than I did anything else. But when we got there we put our crap in our rooms and roamed the hotel. I think that you all should definitly go to a hotel and play James Bond we pretty much pretended to shoot at eachother and roll on the floor like we were secret agents and the mexicans that work there for cheap pay just looked at Jamie, Taylor and I...Seriously they probably thought we were crack or something but we weren't we were being our normal selves.
Ohhh another thing to do when you go to a hotel is to go on the elevator and press every button to every floor and ride it down just to see who is waiting to get on. Believe me we had some asian lady get on the elevator saw all the buttons pushed and got the hell off on the next floor she was probably swearing her ass off when she got off. I pretty much peed my pants doing this cause we met this kid and when we got off the elevator we pressed all the buttons and left him on it and we were on the 12th floor and he had to go to the first it was pretty funny...
The bowling alley we bowled at was huge! It was 3 stores and two of the floors had lanes I have never seen a 3 story bowling alley so it was definitly something cool too see.


I have anger issues. (I also realize that I am rambling on about things that are totally pointless and irrelevant to anything) I really like to hit things when I get pissed off. I have two bruised knuckles from punching a wall at sectionals two weeks ago and I made it worse because yesterday I decided to punch the ball return at Travel League....I honestly don't think before I act, it's just an impulse and it just happens. I just can't seem to control the urge to do it. I have no clue where I get it from maybe my dad who knows haha.

Graduating

I understand why we have to go to school. Gotta get that education so your not working a shitty job like the one I'm at now. YAY for Price Chopper. NOT! anyways...I like school don't get me wrong but some of the classes are stupid and lame communications DOES NOT fall under that category but math does. I hate math its my worst subject and I really dont need it to graduate but I'm taking it anyways? I honestly don't know why. I am never going to need much of what we learn in it anyways. I think my aunt told me that she had to use algebra once in her life and she works for the IRS and I guess once and while you get that weird stuff but thats rare. Whatever math is overrated. I could study my ass off and still fail...Horray for me.

Anyways. Im a litte scared to graduate. I'm just afraid I'm gonna go to college and be a failure like I have been all of my High School years. To be honest I'm just plain lazy thats all it is. If I put more time into my work I could actually do well but I don't...Its a bad case of senioritis which I got in 9th grade. I highly doubt. I really wish I could win the lottery so I would never have to work a day in my life but then I would be a selfish biotch probably and no one wants that. I really don't know what else to say about this. I just seem to rant more and more and I think thats enough. I'll rant some more another time haha...Im really just gonna miss all my friends...